Lately i felt so much confused..since I had 1 more year to stay in Aussie and when i come back next year i have to take 'SPM'.. I am so torn about leaving my family and live independently to get a great score...Its quite hard to make a decision since Aussie and Mas are abt thousand miles away..its not like PD to KL..
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After thinking so freaking much and having black eyes and tired when at to school bcoz not enough sleep...i think that i have made a best decision for my life.. I have choose to stay and enjoy my 1 year in Aussie..my mum really helps me in making decision...
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after making the comparison in some subject..I realised that actually worth it to keep studying here and finish my yr11..bcoz all of the topic that I will learn in here are form 5 topic which is good for me...but then back to SPM subjects I feel so scare since I hate some of the additional subject which is compulsory..such as Sejarah and Agama...I need so much effort...
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++++++++ 1 more thing that make me more scares is when i heard from some of the Malaysian..they said mathematics and science will be change to MALAY back on 2012...I hope its not gonna happen..
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Last summer holiday umi bought me some SPM books...
Its kinda helpful but I dont have much time to spend on those books coz i got so much homework that I need to be up-to-date with...
